A good trick, is to pump to the tune of "Stayin’ Alive" by the Bee Gees. Do you know that song?
I feel like I’m struggling with something. I need stability in my life. I feel like my friends aren’t consistent in the way that they treat me. I feel like I can’t decide what I want to do. I feel alone and then I feel like I have a million people surrounding me. Am I struggling with depression? Am I bipolar or something? Like what the fuck. This just must be life. Life is crazy and sometimes I absolutely hate the way things are going and sometimes I absolutely love the way things are going. Am I the only one who feels this way? I feel so confused and I was just thinking I was lonely and now you’ve showed up. You’re single, back from college for three more weeks, and you seem interested in me? Am I over reading things or not acting on what’s in front of me? I feel like all these emotions from high school have been brought up again and all I can think is that I used to really fucking like you. Maybe this’ll be something?